PuRgE!

PuRgE!!

The smoke cleared

from my disoriented haze.

I now must deal

with your cheating ways.

The sun is shining

I’m repulsed by

your reflection!

Life’s stepping stones

lead me in the opposite

direction.

The distaste of my tongue,

mouthwatering bitterness.

You weren’t man enough

to come confess.

See as a real woman,

I must do this!

And rid my life

of your foolishness.

I have the urge to purge!

Your venomous degradations!

Invisible lacerations!

Those permanent contusions,

caused by paranoid delusions.

Guilt filled innuendos,

causing the “I told you so’s!”

I have the urge to purge!

Your predictable fabrication!

Verbal annihilation!

Love masked infatuation!

Your steel toe boot,

stomped on my heart!

Reality being ,

we were never meant

to be from the start!

So.....

I have the urge to purge!

Your public humiliations!

Controlling stipulations!

This is my

evacuation of accusations!

All your put me downs

and

no time to be around

me!

Makes it easy to be

that

no where to be found

me!

I told you “if you cheated on me

that’s IT

We’re through!”

I must to go to the restroom

as

I have the urge to purge!

myself

of

YOU!

F-L-U-S-H-H-H-H!

By Antoinette Denise Johnson

4realpoetess

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